Dear Friends,
The time is here. I start Chemo tomorrow, November 15th...I'll be there all day...Scripps Green..Anderson outpatient clinic 3rd floor oncology...my new...(temporary) oncology Dr. ...Dr. Miller...head of oncology....nice enough...will be my Dr. until November 30th...The chemo location...above mentioned...will also be a temporary location....and then....
My new insurance kicks in December 1st and I can go back to the loving environment of Dr. Bahador and the infamous chemo nurse , Dawn...she's truly an angel nurse and I can't wait to return to what I trust and what is familier to me ...I feel like they care that I live...I feel like they care that I am there...they are amazing...
So...for now...I will be at this other location and I will be loving and kind and receptive to a different environment...I know it will be ok....
Sunday...Michel...my loving hair guy...has been through lots of wonderful challenges with me....met me on Sunday afternoon and we cut my pony tail off and lovingly placed it in a bag to send to Locks of Love....he almost ruined a pair of scissors cutting my hair...thick crazy hair...my temporary new hair cut is awesome and cute and fun and happy....
I also met with The Brighter Side and picked out 2 adorable wigs and felt great about taking the next step that will prepare me to have a new bald do and even more fun with new looks...bald...fun wigs...fun hats...
I won't know how the Chemo will effect me until I know...if you come to see me and I don't look so good...or I don't feel so good...please remember it's the Chemo and not me...don't worry ...I will have to remind myself constantly that it's the drugs...I feel so good right now it's so bizzare that I will be vollunteering to feel like crap...and yet...My intuition ...my bizzare way of understanding logic and making decisions is still telling me to walk this mysterious path...I am also just as ready to embrace the world of alternative healing for I know there is power in the mind and the ability to heal from that power can not be ignored. For now...I will intergrate all of these possible healing modalities and trust that I am on the path that I am meant to on...so ...
Join me in this new step ...continue to send me healing love as I will continue to send it right back to you...for ...we are all in this together...just learning how to love deeper ...love more...and to really mean it...if you have questions or you are not sure what to say...just say your truth...that is always the best way for me to handle anything...
Think of me tomorrow between 9am and 4pm...send me anti nausea energy...hahahaha...
Have a beautiful day tomorrow...I will know you are with me and I will always be ready and willing to be there for you as you may need support...many of you are having challenges and we are in touch...please know that this level of reciprocation is really what life is all about...taking turns holding each other up...I am grateful for the chance to take LOVE to another level.
Namaste,
Summer
The time is here. I start Chemo tomorrow, November 15th...I'll be there all day...Scripps Green..Anderson outpatient clinic 3rd floor oncology...my new...(temporary) oncology Dr. ...Dr. Miller...head of oncology....nice enough...will be my Dr. until November 30th...The chemo location...above mentioned...will also be a temporary location....and then....
My new insurance kicks in December 1st and I can go back to the loving environment of Dr. Bahador and the infamous chemo nurse , Dawn...she's truly an angel nurse and I can't wait to return to what I trust and what is familier to me ...I feel like they care that I live...I feel like they care that I am there...they are amazing...
So...for now...I will be at this other location and I will be loving and kind and receptive to a different environment...I know it will be ok....
Sunday...Michel...my loving hair guy...has been through lots of wonderful challenges with me....met me on Sunday afternoon and we cut my pony tail off and lovingly placed it in a bag to send to Locks of Love....he almost ruined a pair of scissors cutting my hair...thick crazy hair...my temporary new hair cut is awesome and cute and fun and happy....
I also met with The Brighter Side and picked out 2 adorable wigs and felt great about taking the next step that will prepare me to have a new bald do and even more fun with new looks...bald...fun wigs...fun hats...
I won't know how the Chemo will effect me until I know...if you come to see me and I don't look so good...or I don't feel so good...please remember it's the Chemo and not me...don't worry ...I will have to remind myself constantly that it's the drugs...I feel so good right now it's so bizzare that I will be vollunteering to feel like crap...and yet...My intuition ...my bizzare way of understanding logic and making decisions is still telling me to walk this mysterious path...I am also just as ready to embrace the world of alternative healing for I know there is power in the mind and the ability to heal from that power can not be ignored. For now...I will intergrate all of these possible healing modalities and trust that I am on the path that I am meant to on...so ...
Join me in this new step ...continue to send me healing love as I will continue to send it right back to you...for ...we are all in this together...just learning how to love deeper ...love more...and to really mean it...if you have questions or you are not sure what to say...just say your truth...that is always the best way for me to handle anything...
Think of me tomorrow between 9am and 4pm...send me anti nausea energy...hahahaha...
Have a beautiful day tomorrow...I will know you are with me and I will always be ready and willing to be there for you as you may need support...many of you are having challenges and we are in touch...please know that this level of reciprocation is really what life is all about...taking turns holding each other up...I am grateful for the chance to take LOVE to another level.
Namaste,
Summer
posted by Summer @ 4:53 PM
6 Comments:
At 8:24 PM,
Anonymous said…
Summer,
One step at a time. Your doing it! Please know you will be my focus tomorrow. My best days walking the dogs have been when Im focused on sending you all my energy.
Peace, stability, and blue skies for you.
Many people that I see, ask how you are doing. I told them about your blog spot. Hopefully some of the shy ones will come forward with thier own words..but please know you have even more people who love you out there that send anonymous wishes of well being.
Love,
AmyJ
At 9:14 PM,
Anonymous said…
We are all with you....loving you...and sending our healing thoughts to you.
At 8:43 AM,
Anonymous said…
summer-you sexy thing you.
i am so lame at expressing in print how i am feeling...
i get to feed you on saturday...sooo looking forward to seeing you, hugging you and getting a good whiff of you!
xo, leah
At 10:23 AM,
Anonymous said…
Dear Summer,
You started your treatment this morning and my thoughts are with you.
You will look amazing in any wig or without...any hat or without!!!
I will get your address from Michel and an update when I see him on Friday.
Your spirit will always be your guide.
Loving thoughts,
Diane
At 11:35 AM,
Anonymous said…
Summer:
I am sending you healing thoughts as I write this. I hope it goes ok for you today.
As far losing your hair, you will be just as beautiful without hair, if not more so. Your energy and spirit will still be glowing.
Loave & hugs!
Hope to see you soon.
Nanci A
At 11:25 PM,
Anonymous said…
All the wonderful energy for your treatment tomorrow dearest summer !
I luv u so much !
lizet
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